~Thinking About Him~

There is someone who I deeply care about, I just been hiding my feelings. It really sucks to be in this position. It has been a lot of things going on in his life, and I feel I need to be there to lift him up. I use to write in my journal thinking someday he will be my husband. It was literally like God was telling me that.



The not so good thing about it is...I stop speaking to him from something so dumb. And I feel like no matter what I keep thinking about it. Like how stubborn I can be at times....for no reason at all. I guess its like God revealing things to me daily. I just some how have to find a way to reconnect to him. I know life is just to short to just not go after what God has for us. This maybe the most boldest thing I have to do in my life. I have to muster up the courage to do so though. I can just see what God has in store for me nothing but blessing!



Let me stay focus and conquer God's plan for my life!! I hope my ❤ will be filled with joy. I will experience love, joy, marriage, and happiness one day. Amen!!