*Quarantine Birthday*

This year was a once in a lifetime birthday party. Never in a million years would I have thought I would have a quarantine birthday. However, now that I reflex on it I am truly blessed. Not only to see another year but to have this rare memory. Trust me this era will be written about in history books. And if I ever have kids I will have some stories for days to tell them. Welp, I plan to enjoy this last year of my early 30s. Cheers to life and my beautiful unique self! I ordered tacos from a local Mexican restaurant paired with chips and dip. My drink of choice was margaritas. I love my gifts...I even got some toilet tissue🤣. Times are hard out here with this quarantine. My mom got me a strawberry crunch cake! It was so yummy. I wouldn’t trade this celebration for the world.

*Feeling So Alone*

I feel so alone, I just finally realized I don't have any friends seriously. I planned a birthday event and only one person showed up. Which to me it was fine I had a lot of fun still and the food was bomb! I enjoyed my meal and I loved the restaurant decor. I love that I looked really cute and my hair and makeup was done. I had a really cute outfit as well. I was just thinking why didn't they just say they aren't coming to begin with.

I guess the older you get, you truly start to see people's true colors. Not the fake pretend mask that they wear. I'm learning to get alone with myself that is all that matters. One of the reasons I should of been selfish years ago. I'm at this personal development stage in my life. Every since last year I have been making some change to improve my life. Now I know that it's with friendships too. I don't need a lot of friends or anything that is not 100% true in my life. This is one of the reasons I use the word friend so rarely. I don't have many true friends and I am fine with that.

I have also stop communicating with some family members too. My family use to be much closer but now it's so different. I'm adapting to these changes as well. I answer my phone and text just the same way they do. If they feel they don't need to be bothered neither do I. I guess that is the most simplest way to put it.

This is not the first time I have felt this way either. I felt alone when I was homeless, in the foster care system, and a few months after graduating from college. It's so hard trying to depend on yourself all the time. I know this feeling is only temporary and will pass.

Like I mentioned before I will just continue to focus on myself. Life is just as good as you want to make it. I will have a happy life full of success with or without people. This is just too real.

Celebrating 2019 was Magical💫

~Celebrating Birthdays & Baby Showers~

~V-Day~

Yesterday was so amazing great! I went to the Chris Brown and Trey between the sheets concert. It was a great concert Chris and is dancing was the best part. Trey can really sing in person good too. I seen him in Vegas a few years ago though. Before the concert I got to witness my brother get married. It was such a beautiful experience, I almost cried. Yeah I normally don't do much for valentine's day being single. This was one of the best Valentines days ever.  

~MLK March~

Happy MLK day I just got done marching in my city in his honor. This picture is of me and the Mayor before the march. 

~Happy New Year 2015~

I know I have been away from my blog for a very long time. I made a strong effort to return today to say that I am alive. It's really hard taking a break from the things you love. I would always felt like writing and posting on my blog. However, I took 2014 out to find out more about myself. Like who am I really....I became very introverted and stayed to myself. It was a very interesting time for me to find out more about myself. My likes and dislikes, what I wanted more from life itself. Am I were I want to be right now? Most currently not...I have to keep discovering more about myself on a day to day basis. Like a natural habit, so it's just as common to me as brushing my teeth. So what is my New Year Resolution?? I normally place them in to quotes. However, I couldn't find just the right one for 2015. So I am just gonna say it is to face more of my fears, and become more social! I am so super duper excited to see what this new year will bring, not just for me but for us. I know this year will be prosperous and filled with blessings in Jesus name.


Today is also marks the last day of Kwanzaa with Imani meaning Faith. "To believe with our hearts in our people, our parents, our teachers our leaders and the righteousness and victory of our struggle".



 I look forward to sharing more of my journey along the way. Peace!

~Two Years of Blogging~

I can't believe I've been blogging for two years now. Time moves so fast, I hope to keep blogging for many more years! I'm in that terrible two stage, yall better watch out lol!

~Happy Halloween~

I'm not much of a Halloween type of girl. ..however I can admit I love the costume part of it all!

~Howard University Homecoming 2012~

One of my favorite cities...my second home. I had so much fun with my sisters/friends at Howard University's Homecoming. All was fun from the football game, parties, tailgating, dancing, and shopping. Best of all plenty of Black folk just enjoying themselves and having a good old time. Didn't matter the age or if you went to Howard or not....it was all about having a good time. Spend a lot of money, but in the end it was all worth it. After a weekend like that what more could a girl ask for......Thanks Howard for your blessings :)